At the moment, I’m waiting for my “turn” to use my husband’s computer and will be able to type up a recap of Thursday’s game.
This silence is SO FUCKING WONDERFUL! Listening to holiday music all day has the potential to make me “stabby” by the end of my shift, but today I’m just…annoyed. Having that temp employee out of the picture has had a huge impact on my mood. It’s probably because of my heightened sensitivity to other’s emotions, but only now that he’s gone, do I see how much of a negative impact he had on my mojo. He never said much of anything, but there was something about his presence that sucked the energy out of the room. And sucked a lot of energy out of me, apparently. I wish this whole…empathy thing was something I could turn off, but I can’t – it’s just who I’ve been my entire life.
He didn’t even want the job, so my sympathy well for him not having it anymore is pretty…dry.
Well, I get to use the computer now, so…adios!